I am still waiting on a surgery date, still waiting 4 a call from my doctor. Why do this stuff take so long. I had a special x-ray that showed I have plenty of bone for my implants. So I just don't understand what the hold up is. I need this surgery done and over, like yesterday. I feel so bad complaining about my appearance, especially after I saw a woman who was shoted in the face by her boyfriend on a talk show one day. I remember thinking my outer appearance problems is so,so small compared to her one. I felt ashamed, selfish, ect. Then I tolded myself it's ok for me to want my old face back, and after everything I been though, I earned the right to compliant. I relied anyone with some kind of face deformities rather it's big or small will want to be normal again. I just need to cheer up becaused I already won half of the battle with Ameloblastoma. I will keep you informed. SANDRA
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