This is how i take pictures theses days. i am so,so unhappy and upset. My Dr said I will not got my implant as schedule because my case is complicated. He will have 2 meet with LSU Dental and they will have 2 work together 2 get me implants and dentals. I am mad because 4 mths was long either 2 wait, now I have 2 wait GOD knows how long. I am depressed, I tried 2 stay positive thur out all of this, but now it is wearing me down. why don't this Dr. know this is my life, I been out of work sent Aug. 2008. I can't start a new job for a few weeks and go out on a leave for a surgery and expect someone 2 hold my job. It just don't work like that. I need 2 have this surgery, so i can recovery, then go 2 work. I hate talking 2 people and my mouth twist 2 one side, i hate it. I most of the time stay in the house and I am tire of that. I do not attent an parties, wedding, ect because of my face. I just want 2 be normal again, I want the old me back, I want 2 live again. LORD please help me because I am at a low place right now, I am so tire. I know, in a year this will all be behind me and I will read back on this and it will seem so long ago, but right now this is so real. I feel so along, but I know iam not, all I have to do is go to the support group website. I am just emotionally, physically, and mentally hurting today more than normal and don't get me wrong I have a big family, husband, and 2 beauiful children; but until this happens 2 you, you just don't know, you have no idea what we go thur with AMELOBLASTOMA. It's a nightmare!!!
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