This is how i look simce my 2nd surgery. Iam kind of depressed. I barely leave my house. I am presently not employed, yet my Dr. gave me the o.k. to go back to work. People stare at me in public, they even ask, " Girl what happen to you". I am so, so tired of telling my story about AMELOBLASTOMA. I just want this to go away. I want my life back. I just want my implants!!!! I just want this over!!!!! I know i have alot to be thankful for; my bone graft is a success, i am a nurse, i have a beauiful family and home, ect. Still i can't help feeling sad because at the end of the day, I look at me in the mirror everyday. Lord please forgive me from sounding so ungraceful. My dr. told me last week that i can't get implants until 4 mths from now. That makes me feel so sad. It takes alot out of me to go it public and talk to people with the big sink under my lip and my lips twist when i talk and smile. Today is just not a good day for me.
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